Have you ever had something your sibling has done that’s taken such a big affect on your life? That made you respect them and and be more proud of them? Then as soon as they are about to take another big turn in life it ends? Like what they do that makes them complete and why you’re so proud of them but no matter what you still are? 
I have to say I don’t think I’ve ever been more proud of someone in my entire life. My brother is one the people I respect most. We don’t have the best relationship but I know he’s the one person I’ll always respect the most. He’s been through hell and back. I don’t quiet understand why having him wrestle for 7 years of his life put such a big impact on me. I finally realize how much it has though because he’s a senior and graduating this year, wrestling season just got over with too. Most people would say wrestling is a “gay” sport. Honestly now that I’ve been around it for so long I want to slap anyone who says that. Clearly they haven’t taken the time to understand a thing about it. More than anyone else I have more respect for wrestlers than every day people.